Stop resisting the chaos!

Maybe you are onto something – attracting chaos into your life.

You may be experiencing the same patterns over and over, keeping yourself in chaos in different areas of your life.

Money is going up and down,

Relationships are up and down,

Struggle – thrive – struggle – up down and around and round.

You swear to Buddha that you are doing all it takes to get your life back on track (if it was ever on the tracks in the first place) and you are doing all the things but nothing is moving the dial, there is still the chaos, the adrenalin, the not knowing what is going to happen next.

And you are hard on yourself for always attracting chaos.

You think that you MUST be low vibe despite all your high vibe efforts and you slowly start to numb yourself so you don’t feel so damn disappointed and deflated.

Sometimes you thrive in chaos, other times you drown, not knowing if you can get by another day like this.

There is something enlightening in this perfect creation of yours. The chaos screams a potent message.

Come towards me it whispers,

Don’t be scared, don’t try to make me mean anything...

I am the answer you need.

It’s not to say you need to CREATE chaos but there is a force within chaos that you are ignoring. You were taught to move your energy around it, rather than go directly into it.

You worry that you will lose it if you go into it, but the feeling underneath it all is calling you.

The dark force of the feminine fire is within you to alchemize you into stillness.

Yes the force of chaos will actually bring the most blissful stillness if you allow yourself to get into the eye of the storm. The energy of destruction is the Source energy of death and rebirth that can shift you to uplevel.

Nature shows us this. That perfect stillness after a deemed disaster where it’s like nothing happened at all.

Most people get up to the edge of chaos and don’t go further, it seems like death to choose to walk further into the danger zone, but try, dip your toes in and see how the moment you choose to go in, a new reality merges around you. You may not even feel any burn, it’s the choice to go in that changes it all.

So instead of avoiding chaos (but attracting it anyway!) stop for a moment, and ask yourself, how can I go deeper into this state to hear it’s message, what is on the other side of this, how can I use this energy and what would happen if I go all in?

Stop resisting the chaos, move with it, surrender to it and notice it all begin to change within you and around you.

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One of my worst fears came true

One of my worst fears came true

I spent 20 years in suppression, keeping quiet, making sure I didn’t rock the boat. Fear of the deep rejection and abandonment that could come if I said anything.💫

I pretended that it was normal, I would often have outsiders point it out and I would shrug it off, saying it was just how it was, not wanting to make a big deal out of what had happened and continued to go on. I was focused on being strong and positive about it all.

I thought I was managing this situation and fear pretty well and I tried to make up for it in other ways, keeping everyone happy, but it didn’t take long for the illness to manifest… 20 years ago the severe attack on my immune system started, the anxiety and later on the depression. 🙇‍♀️⠀

I did everything it took to keep the dragon quiet. The one within me and the external one I feared. 🐉⠀⠀

It became a habit like brushing my teeth. I had to shut up and not bring it up - ever… or else. No one told me to shut up, but it was the conclusion I had made based off what I saw happening around me.

Recently I faced the “or else”. The thing I swore to be quiet about in some kind of effed up energetic agreement, flew out of my mouth before I could stop it.

It was like years of anger was about to burst and all I could do was run as soon as it came out. In fear of what I would do in my rage or what the other person would respond.🤯

It’s been about 2 months since that moment and I once again brushed it off, knowing it was over, knowing that there was nothing I could do, and pretending I was ok about it all.

It’s also been about 2 months I have been ill, physical symptoms coming back from my past. I voiced the words but held back the deep pain of it all.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

I noticed myself wanting to pull away from everyone. I have been so busy, I really haven’t had time for anyone, but last night I also could feel this pain of abandonment and rejection putting up walls around me.

I went into some EFT, then deep breathwork which activated the release of this trauma from deep in my body. I screamed, sobbed so hard it scared me, I couldn’t breathe. I felt a life time of rejection from the person who was supposed to be my closest alias. Breathwork is so powerful!

My worst fear had happened. I spoke up and it ended it all.🙅‍♀️

💕And I am ok with it. Yes there was deep pain that was in my body, we can’t ignore that, and I get to keep releasing that from my body and energy field, so that it doesn’t manifest in unpleasant ways, but I get to sit with it all and let the emotion move through me. I get to make a different choice in my beliefs and see that rejection and abandonment from another person isn’t real. It is the perfect lesson for me to let go of the beliefs that so many of us hold, that we are separate from love.⠀⠀⠀⠀

💜 People come into our lives to teach us these valuable lessons, help us to release core human wounds and ascend into deeper love, it is never about them or us, it is always an opportunity to go within and feel what is real, what we need, what we have abandoned or rejected in myself.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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🌈So that is where I am at today. Honouring the process. Allowing the deep emotions that I suppressed for over 20 years come up and out and choosing to see LOVE over all situations.⠀⠀⠀

❤️I share to tell you that it’s always safe to let ourselves feel it all, it feels unsafe when we suppress and live a life avoiding pain. There are so many amazing tools to help us on this journey, but beyond any tool and technique is the simple but powerful frequency of LOVE.💜

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Tapping on the BILLIONAIRE Frequency

THE BILLIONAIRE FREQUENCY (or the leading edge of it) is created through the point of neutrality also known as the zero point field. It’s a zone of pure creativity and access to super consciousness which brings in ideas that go beyond what you can think of with your mind.⭐️

🔥If you are here to disrupt industries, create what can only be described as from another time, channel art in new colours, write with words not created yet, invent new technologies, design fashion unseen, than this is the frequency to play in.

💫When I think about a Billion dollars it feels neutral.

Can you feel this?

😊Imagine you have so much money you could buy whatever you choose, it may feel the same as if you were in a universe where everything was free.

This is the secret code to creating it.

Neutrality.

Most people won’t even open their minds to the possibility. They may dream about Millions but a Billion is not in their awareness, which keeps their consciousness at a limited point of what can be created.

🌈This is not about money, mansions or jets, this is about accessing infinite intelligence and creation. Everything else flows from here if you allow it.

If you are here to tap into this frequency you most likely have not had the success you desire because you are not thinking at this level. You are thinking about what is known, what has already been created or how you a have done things in the past.

Don’t think. BE.

Open yourself to the possibility and trust your spirit’s guidance. I cannot tell you how to open yourself up to this frequency (but I have my ways), only you can get the downloads about this that are specific for you.

There is always more than your current senses and perception.

If this resonates with you because you are a creator at this level and are fully committed to opening to more of this energy I’d love to hear from you, simply because so much is flowing through me on this topic as I delve into a new product creation. I want to know who I can play with at this level of creation!

TRY MY TAPPING VIDEO ON THE BILLIONAIRE FREQUENCY? CLICK TO HERE TO VIEW

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How to Make Manifesting Easy

So it’s a joke amongst my friends that I only date black men.
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If you look at every guy that I have been remotely interested in or involved with they just happen to be of a darker skin tone! African American, African Australian, Fijian, Jamaican, I went as light as Maori and Samoan. 
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Every time someone asks me if I would date a white guy I offer a shocked expression and say “of course” but the reality is that it’s been awhile!
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I proclaim over and over that I don’t have a preference it “just happens” that way!!
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I am not on any apps or online swiping tinder for only dark men.
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I’m not a founding member of hot black men dot com
(I don’t do any type of online dating)
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I don’t go to clubs where lots of black men hang out (there are some in Sydney and according to my black male friends this is where girls who have black men fetish hang out). If you’re a black dude reading this you could in serious trouble in Sydney! 
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I’m not trying to have beautiful chocolate babies...
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I don’t go out of my way to only look for darker men
I just seem to get the attention of black men
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To be honest I have thought it was this secret hidden superpower of mine because I live in a country where if you had a fetish for black men, there would be slim pickings. I have lived my adult life mostly by the beach which is mostly white Australia, white Brits and Brazilian tourists! and I have this mass generalised belief that they only like girls with ass and while my ass is ok, it’s not a booty talk about! (apologise to black men offended by that stereotype)
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I thought it would be kind of interesting to date a white guy again, I mean I do think Chad Michael Murray is hot and…..
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hmmm...
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Oh that’s it….🙂 
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So I have been on the search for a white guy to break the cycle and then I do it again!! 
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I innocently go to Kmart to buy a selfie stick (no judgements please!!) and a gorgeous, I mean freak’n gorgeous African man appears to be checking me out on the check out line. (haha checking me out in the check out line!)
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We played the game of trying not to be obvious we were checking each other out. He followed me into the Supermarket, pretty much stalked me, hiding behind the nuts checking me out, he left the supermarket two times then came back….. let’s get real if that was a white guy doing that I would have not been happy and called security.
Attractive men get away with ALOT! 
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Finally he comes up to me and says Hi, you’re beautiful, can we be friends (which is proooobably code for something else but whatever!)
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I was being open… Oh piece I forgot to tell you, I had been listening to my course I AM LOVED all day and editing content for it because I am relaunching, so I was in the vortex to attract men. My course works! Who needs Tinder when you are in the vortex of self love!
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So he got my number and walked away. 
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I messaged my friend and said why do you think I always attract black men (she is African, not sure if that is relevant to tell you but she’d tell me if I had some obsessive disorder and I can talk to her about stuff like this) and she reminded me that my subconscious mind knows that I like black men (well she said something more offensive but let’s keep it G rated!) She said just own my preference and stop denying it!
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And that is the moral of this story… Our subconscious mind is ALWAYS attracting what we think and focus on
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We always attract out preference even when we don’t think it’s our preference!! 
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So you have to ask yourself what is your thoughts really focused on? What are you so used to that you just always attract the same thing… There is an empowering and dis-empowering message here because sometimes we do just attract more of what we are used to so think about what it is you really do want! 
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Manifesting isn’t hard, think about the things like this that are super easy for you. What do you effortlessly manifest that you don’t think about.
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In my case I am not tapping, doing rituals, talking to my coach, journalling, meditating, NLPing or whatever else to manifest darker men!! It just is totally natural because it’s a preference of both my conscious and subconscious mind. I’m like a pro. 
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The classic example is if you like Red Mercedes and always look at red Mercedes you will see Red Mercedes everywhere!
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I do however do the inner work to be in the vibration of love and attract good quality men and be in a place of non-attachment and self love, that’s what my course will help with! I always attract like-minded conscious men!
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This post was about the ease of manifesting and also to say come join me on my course I AM LOVED (PM or comment for the details) but also I will come out of the closest and stop denying what is so effing obvious to everyone else.. My name is Lyn and I like black men!
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The end 🙂 
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PS white guys feel free to accept the challenge!
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PPS I AM LOVED is the program to join if you’re sick of feeling crap about being single or you want to come back into your own self love so you are not creating an attached codependent relationship with your partner

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Is this life?

I stood there at the traffic lights and watched a bike rider accidentally and lightly knock another man.
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It was peak hour hustle and bustle in down town Sydney.
Everyone running through the rain trying not get to work.
The guy who was lightly hit said something to the bike rider, next thing you know it was a full on kick fighting fest.
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All over a slight accident in a busy street, where everyone was running into each other.
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I watched as everyone looked numb and bleak, their life force as grey as the cement buildings around them.
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I was one of them on this day, I looked down at my clothes, feeling uncomfortable, like a school girl being told what to wear, and walked into a building where I sat there in my cubicle, pretending to care about marketing collateral.
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How long do we have for lunch, I asked, wanting to make sure I played by the rules
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No one takes much of a break,
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I sit at my cubicle, occasionally getting up to go to meetings where we pretend to talk about important things that just feel like words taking up space, and thank God I am allowed to go the the loo whenever I need to.
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This is it for people, I thought.
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Like this is their life.
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They may even be happy with it


or numb
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it’s hard to tell the difference sometimes
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I try not to judge people's jobs but I couldn’t help but wonder if they believed for anything else, did they know there may be other choices out there? No one seems happy, their faces looks dull and tired.
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How did we get like this I wondered as I clocked off, waiting at least 15 minutes after the designated time to avoid the judgement of going home on time.
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I sat on the crowded train
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1 hour and 45 minutes later I walk through my front door
I pick up a bottle of wine and pour myself dinner
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I stare at the wall
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I can’t even turn the TV on
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I used to get by in this world and now I can’t even handle a day

I’ve been out of it so long and around so many people who do not tolerate that type of existence that I felt the huge painful contrast
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I felt everything
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all the energy of everyone on the train ride
everyone walking through the city and in my office
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The bike rider kicking the man in the head
I felt it like he hit me
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and I gave thanks that I see there is another world out there

I appreciate the friends I can call up who do life in a totally different realm
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Who believe in their dreams and will do whatever it takes to get there
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I am grateful that God showed me other ways
and that I have the strength to not listen to everyone else who tells me that this is life.
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I made the changes to get out of this type of living
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Life isn’t about doing work that you do not love, why on earth would life be designed in such a way that you sucked you dry to make money?
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So many people will tell you that’s just how it is
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I choose to believe something different.
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We live in an abundant universe and operating in this world and believing it is just the way it is, is pretty fucked up to say the least.
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Yes we have bills to pay
yes we may feel like we have know other choice
and yes we all need to do what we need to do
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but if you feel you have to be in that world - let it be temporary
See it as a way to finance your dreams
Do not give up on the belief that there is more for you
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There is more to life than that, just open your eyes and pay attention to those who believe not those who live in fear and scarcity.
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If you need a plan to shift into a new way of thinking, being and doing life that can generate additional income come check out a webinar that will show you another way
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Because if you have been wanting to jump, at least have a net like this to support you.
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You will learn about an educational platform that will teach you everything you need to know about building an online business and how so may people are quitting their day jobs and making an income through their online business. If you are curious or READY. Leave a comment and I will give you access to the training. (It’s 45 mins of your time well worth spent!!)
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Always remember there is more to life than what you can see right now, and there is always choice. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

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You aren't here to follow!

MY SOUL FELT STIFLED!
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I have been so focused on my goals, following someone’s program, doing my usual inner work, making sure I do all the right gym exercise, clearing my chakras through kundalini yoga or Qigong, then doing breath work and tapping and other clearing techniques, listening to only motivating music and eating clean and making sure I am on every single team meeting and training in my affiliate business because I need to show I am “all in”for my January goal…I could go on but I am annoying myself just writing it!
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Fuck 
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all this doing, doing, doing and trying to not think a thought that doesn’t align with my goal!
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And I felt amazing, blissed out. On fire…I was Britney Bitch!
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When all of a sudden I felt weird…flat.. down….complete contrast of how I had been feeling hours earlier.
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Hold up wait a minute, where did this come from all of a sudden? 
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Fuck 
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I did it again (yep totally Britney Bitch)
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I got caught up in working towards “success” and following all the damn rules and became as much as a puppet as beautiful Britney!! (sidenote: have you actually heard her real, soulful deep voice - she can sing!)
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They stifled my Soul! - 
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ok I did, because I got all Britney on myself.
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and when this happens, 
when I am trying so hard to get it right,
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it’s only a matter of time until the Dark Queen makes her entrance.
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She’s fierce AF and completely rebellious.
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I used to be petrified of her. Claiming she wasn’t me, until I realised she was one of the best parts of me.
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She always has my back, 
she comes in with her fire and ice and says wake the fuck up.
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She’ll remind me that I am not here to follow any ones rules.
She’ll show me the consequence of shutting down parts of me
She’ll make it clear that I am not here be “successful” like the others who fit in a perfectly crafted box.
She'll demand I listen to my own voice and throw fire at me until I do!
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She’s the part of me that can expand my consciousness in ways Tony Robbins or Napoleon Hill will never, ever do.
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I could feel her waking me up this morning, 
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Then when I was on a training call I was like the rebellious teen in the back of the classroom who very well knew she was smarter than all of this. I knew I was not here to follow some tried and tested internet marketing strategy!
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Bore me with your progress bar videos! Like seriously, that’s what is going to light up my Soul and message.. a fucking progress bar at the bottom of my 1 minute, perfectly crafted on a background video? Puuleease Louise!
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I quickly got the message, the moment I feel that edginess, the weird low feeling that seems to come out of nowhere, so I put my motivating music and affirmations aside, to hear the voice of my Soul that will show me that I am not expressing myself the way I require to feel lit up.

I tune into what I may be avoiding, or what am I not doing or being.
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Knowing the real change doesn’t come from the typical personal development techniques or the internet marketing strategies that they all think is the secret to everything.
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I love all that I do, and I absolutely love all that I learn, but I also known I can never follow what everyone else is doing. That's not success to me, even if it brought me buckets of money.
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Our humanness thrives when we are living expressed as Spirit. Releasing our gifts, doing what excites us each day. 
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We get to discover our genius, not live under someone else's 
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Don’t get caught up in going from one stifled matrix to another.
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Your Spirit and Soul has something to say
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Express it!
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What do you get to do today that feels more aligned with your true genius and creativity?
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and if you are a rule breaker, a rebel, an artist who needs more than Tony Robbins to activate your genius and clear your chakras, let's work together. There are several ways to join forces with me.


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Maybe you just need to Belly Dance?!

Maybe you just need to Belly Dance?!
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It just popped into my head, someone on FB was asking 2019 year was the year you… and I thought learnt to belly dance!! I can’t say I have ever thought to take up this practice! 
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but I was like, “ok God”.
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In my morning prayers, I was invoking divine wisdom and guidance for next action moves and trusted that throughout the day I would be guided.
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When you start transferring your vision into the spiritual realms, you really don’t know what is coming. I am pretty sure every success move I’ve made has come from something like this. 
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I’ve also been told to draw, colour or paint today as I listen to high frequency music. 
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My mind wants strategy and tangible steps.
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Shouldn’t I be writing an epic FB ad?
Shouldn’t I be reaching out to people?
Shouldn’t I be setting up something online?
Shouldn’t I be…. (insert boring mind marketing strategy)
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but nope
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those will come, but only if I belly dance first, or paint, or do whatever else seems completely random.
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It’s like the time I asked for an extra $1000 that week, just for fun, I had no reason for it, I wanted to play with the universe and Spirit told me to shut down my laptop that I was glued to and go to the children’s playground.
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It was then that I had an inspired idea and within a few hours had $1000 cash. 
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Spirit isn’t always logical to the human mind, because it operates in spiritual laws and you need to understand the energetic of the spiritual realm to bring a reality like heaven to earth.
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So if you need a bit of a boost, are waiting for clarity to hit, asking what the heck should I do next, then exchange your thoughts over into the spiritual realm and ask for divine revelation and don’t expect it to always be that deep!!
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Tune in and listen to what you should be doing, where you should be going. If it sounds random, do it, because it will lead you some where different to where you are right now!
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PS belly dancing totally makes sense to my logical brain too - works the first 3 chakras of course! If you wanna make money you got to get those babies moving!

The Wisdom of your SOUL


Open to the wisdom and love of your Soul and you will always have the answer. You’ll perceive what is happening beyond the physical, allowing deeper understanding, compassion and forgiveness. To express the physicalised version of your Soul is to walk the earth as divine love and with true freedom. How can you express more of your Soul today?