It will always get better!

This time last year my moods were so up and down I really thought that was the truth of who I was. 
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There were days I was high vibing and feeling so much joy, and then days where I was so depressed I didn’t want to be here. I was getting tired of the yo-yo of emotions, and “ascension” symptoms I was getting the more I “awakened”. My spiritual gifts were coming in strong but with that, so were the experience of feeling absolutely everyone and taking on so much of other people's energy.
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So much of my life was shifting and changing, money was up and down. I felt like I had lost more than I could cope with. In the days the pain hit the hardest I would hold onto the little spark inside of me that knew that God had a plan for me. No matter how dark it got I could still hear my soul saying, hang in there, there is a reason for this pain and the season will soon pass. I knew my Soul had led me into the desert, to return to my truth and to deepen my faith.
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I committed daily to hours of inner work to release things I had held onto for decades and went deeper than I had before… No longer scared to face and embrace my own darkness. 
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I was never alone in that season and was gifted with incredible women who helped my healing journey. It made me realise that when you have an intention to heal the universe will conspire to support you. I want to specifically mention two women, although there are many men and women that light up my life… 
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Carissa Crossdale for being in the “thick of it” with me most days, whether it tears or laughter… Having someone I could share every ugly truth with, those things I was too ashamed to tell anyone was vital in getting through this and I appreciate all we have been through together…… 
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Kai Ashley, no words can express how much our friendship and mutual exchange of our gifts has served me, you have been such a treasure to me and I love you..Together we rise.
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Oh and my Mamma of course! 
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The past 6 months has opened me to a new way of being… No longer do I feel up and down… I rarely get down, My joy doesn’t feel circumstantial, I feel more in my power than ever before and everything has been unfolding beautifully…I am not scared of feeling the darkness again because I know it will pass and there will be a lesson within it. I am a testimony to doing the inner work and the power in being with your darkness… Your light explodes into every cell of your body when you choose to RISE no matter how bad it gets.
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Keep going… YOU ARE THE CREATOR.. USE EVERY SEASON… YOU GET TO FEEL AMAZING! LIFE WILL GET AMAZING!