Is this life?

I stood there at the traffic lights and watched a bike rider accidentally and lightly knock another man.
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It was peak hour hustle and bustle in down town Sydney.
Everyone running through the rain trying not get to work.
The guy who was lightly hit said something to the bike rider, next thing you know it was a full on kick fighting fest.
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All over a slight accident in a busy street, where everyone was running into each other.
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I watched as everyone looked numb and bleak, their life force as grey as the cement buildings around them.
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I was one of them on this day, I looked down at my clothes, feeling uncomfortable, like a school girl being told what to wear, and walked into a building where I sat there in my cubicle, pretending to care about marketing collateral.
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How long do we have for lunch, I asked, wanting to make sure I played by the rules
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No one takes much of a break,
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I sit at my cubicle, occasionally getting up to go to meetings where we pretend to talk about important things that just feel like words taking up space, and thank God I am allowed to go the the loo whenever I need to.
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This is it for people, I thought.
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Like this is their life.
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They may even be happy with it


or numb
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it’s hard to tell the difference sometimes
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I try not to judge people's jobs but I couldn’t help but wonder if they believed for anything else, did they know there may be other choices out there? No one seems happy, their faces looks dull and tired.
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How did we get like this I wondered as I clocked off, waiting at least 15 minutes after the designated time to avoid the judgement of going home on time.
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I sat on the crowded train
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1 hour and 45 minutes later I walk through my front door
I pick up a bottle of wine and pour myself dinner
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I stare at the wall
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I can’t even turn the TV on
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I used to get by in this world and now I can’t even handle a day

I’ve been out of it so long and around so many people who do not tolerate that type of existence that I felt the huge painful contrast
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I felt everything
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all the energy of everyone on the train ride
everyone walking through the city and in my office
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The bike rider kicking the man in the head
I felt it like he hit me
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and I gave thanks that I see there is another world out there

I appreciate the friends I can call up who do life in a totally different realm
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Who believe in their dreams and will do whatever it takes to get there
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I am grateful that God showed me other ways
and that I have the strength to not listen to everyone else who tells me that this is life.
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I made the changes to get out of this type of living
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Life isn’t about doing work that you do not love, why on earth would life be designed in such a way that you sucked you dry to make money?
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So many people will tell you that’s just how it is
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I choose to believe something different.
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We live in an abundant universe and operating in this world and believing it is just the way it is, is pretty fucked up to say the least.
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Yes we have bills to pay
yes we may feel like we have know other choice
and yes we all need to do what we need to do
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but if you feel you have to be in that world - let it be temporary
See it as a way to finance your dreams
Do not give up on the belief that there is more for you
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There is more to life than that, just open your eyes and pay attention to those who believe not those who live in fear and scarcity.
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