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MY SOUL FELT STIFLED!
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I have been so focused on my goals, following someone’s program, doing my usual inner work, making sure I do all the right gym exercise, clearing my chakras through kundalini yoga or Qigong, then doing breath work and tapping and other clearing techniques, listening to only motivating music and eating clean and making sure I am on every single team meeting and training in my affiliate business because I need to show I am “all in”for my January goal…I could go on but I am annoying myself just writing it!
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Fuck 
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all this doing, doing, doing and trying to not think a thought that doesn’t align with my goal!
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And I felt amazing, blissed out. On fire…I was Britney Bitch!
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When all of a sudden I felt weird…flat.. down….complete contrast of how I had been feeling hours earlier.
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Hold up wait a minute, where did this come from all of a sudden? 
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Fuck 
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I did it again (yep totally Britney Bitch)
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I got caught up in working towards “success” and following all the damn rules and became as much as a puppet as beautiful Britney!! (sidenote: have you actually heard her real, soulful deep voice - she can sing!)
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They stifled my Soul! - 
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ok I did, because I got all Britney on myself.
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and when this happens, 
when I am trying so hard to get it right,
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it’s only a matter of time until the Dark Queen makes her entrance.
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She’s fierce AF and completely rebellious.
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I used to be petrified of her. Claiming she wasn’t me, until I realised she was one of the best parts of me.
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She always has my back, 
she comes in with her fire and ice and says wake the fuck up.
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She’ll remind me that I am not here to follow any ones rules.
She’ll show me the consequence of shutting down parts of me
She’ll make it clear that I am not here be “successful” like the others who fit in a perfectly crafted box.
She'll demand I listen to my own voice and throw fire at me until I do!
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She’s the part of me that can expand my consciousness in ways Tony Robbins or Napoleon Hill will never, ever do.
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I could feel her waking me up this morning, 
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Then when I was on a training call I was like the rebellious teen in the back of the classroom who very well knew she was smarter than all of this. I knew I was not here to follow some tried and tested internet marketing strategy!
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Bore me with your progress bar videos! Like seriously, that’s what is going to light up my Soul and message.. a fucking progress bar at the bottom of my 1 minute, perfectly crafted on a background video? Puuleease Louise!
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I quickly got the message, the moment I feel that edginess, the weird low feeling that seems to come out of nowhere, so I put my motivating music and affirmations aside, to hear the voice of my Soul that will show me that I am not expressing myself the way I require to feel lit up.

I tune into what I may be avoiding, or what am I not doing or being.
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Knowing the real change doesn’t come from the typical personal development techniques or the internet marketing strategies that they all think is the secret to everything.
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I love all that I do, and I absolutely love all that I learn, but I also known I can never follow what everyone else is doing. That's not success to me, even if it brought me buckets of money.
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Our humanness thrives when we are living expressed as Spirit. Releasing our gifts, doing what excites us each day. 
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We get to discover our genius, not live under someone else's 
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Don’t get caught up in going from one stifled matrix to another.
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Your Spirit and Soul has something to say
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Express it!
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What do you get to do today that feels more aligned with your true genius and creativity?
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and if you are a rule breaker, a rebel, an artist who needs more than Tony Robbins to activate your genius and clear your chakras, let's work together. There are several ways to join forces with me.


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